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Name: Steffy ♥
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Monday, January 07, 2008

i'm tired of everything...

being back in plano was nice for a while, but it makes me realize how much i miss fort worth. it's my hour i have away. i thought living in plano would make everything, but it's dead here.

i'll go any distance to see the ones i care for.
the ones i lost before,
i'm not losing again.


Friday, June 16, 2006

bloop... posted this elsewhere.
i figured out i say "bloop" more so than i ever say "bla."
: ) : )


A flame to the wick
    Diving into my heart

The wax surrounding
Cries tears of blood from the essence…

Warmth embodies the existence
Yet struggles against the normality of bitterness
    It consumes all too readily-
Hiding in stillness is unforgiving.


Uplifting, the body admits

Yet fails to compromise with the novelty.

Gracefully it embraces itself,
Enfolding against the will.

...Fair you were
And fair you become.


Sunday, April 02, 2006





Sunday, March 26, 2006

poem written for english a couple of days back.


Blood flows from the red tongue,
         Tasting your soul,
Bringing you into a state of infinite hopelessness,
Instability.

Despondency is no longer foreign.

Controlled,
Centered upon by the demonic stare that hungrily eats your warm flesh,
The fire burns an unmerciful hole
Deep within your lethargic heart.

Inactive your body lies.
Breathing is an unfound feeling;
          Suffocation seizes.

A whisper is heard
However, it breathes loudly…
The voice of your pounding heart,
          Ready to break open, destroying your frail body,
Screams inside your head.

Those blank eyes filled with poison
Encompass your being.
Your pitiful existence is unable to disappear;
          You are no longer life.

This is eternity.


Tuesday, February 14, 2006

this breath collapsed again.

there are times when i am mad at people, and times when i cut off their limbs and eat them between two slices of bread, toasted.

i was chewing on a bead, thinking it was an orange popcorn kernel. i like cheesy popped corn.


A hammer to the head
The nail won’t push through
The tip tires, becoming blunt
But it still pierces.

My eyes show the pounding
Shaking with each blow
How it becomes rhythmic
Yet the feel of each hit is unknown.

Fingers twitching,
Death invades my veins
Each inhale is the last
Each exhale rapidly escapes.

Your hand held that hammer
[The thoughts of my mind]
You found that nail
That tortures me so.


ps: happy valentines ♥♥



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